today is a total screw-up, fuck-up, sucky day. I screw up my 1st paper, maths. In a foul mood now. shit! the paper was so damn screw up! so difficult! out of 4 questions, i could only managed to do a countable handful of one palm of question PARTS! fuck man! i'm dead. bloody dead without a mangle of my corpse. maths! my favourite subject! i screw it up! how demoralising can that be?? Cordy told me while the invigilators were collecting the scripts, one of the lecturer spoke to her. "such a difficult paper. how do u find it?" Cordy just gave him her mega-watt winning smile coz she could find words to say for 2 reasons. 1: she doesn't know how to reply, YES IT'S TOTALLY SCREWED! NO! IT'S PATHETICALLY EASY!. 2: simple. the lecturer was cute. Now that's Cordy!
No appetite to have my lunch. Pissed off with my bf. Pissed off with the maths paper. Pissed off with myself for not doing well. Fucking pissed off. Now PISSED OFF AFTER READING!

It sure has been a long time since I last wrote an entry. Hahaha... I've been bitten by a bug, named Laziness. =.='''

Just recovered from fever which lasted for 3 days. Freaks me out man! Always sick before exams. The same thing happened last semester too. I guess, if I don't fall sick before the exams, means I'm gonna fail right? Hahahaha... SUPERSTITIONS! Wakieee girl! Did the fever burn your brains as well?

Terrible feeling. 39.5 degrees celsius. My whole body was burning hot. I bet if somebody cracked an egg on top of me, the egg might be cooked in half an hour?? Hahahaha... I'd to wake up in the middle of the night, ie 12:00 am SHARP to get a basin of water and sponge myself. Didn't wanna wake mommy up. She'd a busy day at work. She's tired you know? My whole body was burning way way way too hot to allow me to sleep. When the wet towel came in contact to my body, BOY! Ever experienced the feeling of being splattered by hot oil before? The only difference is that I'm not talking about a DROP of oil hello!!!

Wasted 3 days of precious time for this stupid fever. Now I've to rush through my revision for my exams. I really need all the DIVINE POWER I can request and attain... Allah, God, Lord Buddha, Confucious... HELP ME!!!!